Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Not Yet What I Am Going To Be

Happy February!! One month down eleven more to go! January was a work in progress...I am happy to report that much progress was made and life is headed in the right direction!


2010 you are rocking it out so far. Late last year I asked for change and in order to change one must be open to it...but what I wasn't expecting was to be broken.


Thee best way I can explain is when you demolition a house...you must first plan out how you will go about the demolition, what tools will you need, who will help with the demolition and how will you clean up after all the walls are torn down, all the floors have been lifted etc.


That is how my January started out I started by setting my 2010 goals and resolutions, then I found tools to assist me in my change, I surrounded my self with people to encourage and support me and felt the despair of the mess when I finally let my guard down and tore down all the walls I had built to keep hurt out.


After the demolition was done I looked around and there was a mess, what was even more confusing was how to start the clean up! One day I hope to share the clean up with you, but for now all I can say is I could only take it one day at a time. I love the pic below, it expresses what I feel!!

Smooches,
Sassy Chica


15 comments:

Yankee Girl said...

I hope all is going well for you! Changes are hard. Whether you are ready for them or not, they are still hard. Remember, you do not have to do it alone though. We are all here for you!

Sophia's Mom said...

Changes are hard but it sounds like you have accepted change, now you have to embrace it.

Good luck.

www.thewannabewahm.com

Maggie said...

Change is hard but change is good even if we don't see it at first! But your enthusiasm has gotten me soo happy! :) Love your posts!

Ria said...

changes are always difficult to take....but its also inevitable....good to know tht u hav embraced it! :)

Melissa aka Equidae said...

a lovely post full of hope :) cant wait to read of your progress

Sassy Chica said...

Yankee Girl-I was so happy to read your comment yesterday and for a hot second I did feel alone but you are so right, I have all my Sassy Readers, Family and Friends and for that I am grateful!!!


Sophia's mom-ahh yes embracing change...that is one to grow on...at first I was upset about change, but it was what I asked for...learning to embrace is a work in progress!!

Sassy Chica said...

Maggie-Thanks for your constant encouragment darling...I love reading each and every comment!!

Ria-Not sure I have embraced it for it is a work in progress, but I am open to it and understand that we must be careful what we ask for and understand that change is uncomfortable!

Sassy Chica said...

Melissa-I was skeptic to share my progress or even let my readers know of the struggles that this Sassy Chica is facing then I thought...life is not always rainbows and butterflies and maybe someone else feels like I do. I also hope to share my progress:)

Grilled Cheese said...

I totally understand. January is kind of about getting dirty, making a mess and organizing.

Hopefully, February will start to take shape in the way you want.

Sassy Chica said...

Thanks for visiting Grilled Cheese...oh so true about January! February can only be better...fingers crossed:)

Lora said...

One of the few things my mom said when I was growing up that has stuck with me

"sometimes it has to get messier to get clean"

so thereyago :)

Barry said...

Sassy, thanks for your kind words about my poem 'Siren Song'. I realy appreciate it!

Sassy Chica said...

Lora- that makes so much sense to me...thanks:)

Barry, your blog is awesome!!

Sassy Chica said...

Lora- that makes so much sense to me...thanks:)

Barry, your blog is awesome!!

Susan said...

you are really optimistic and that's great. change is always difficult but I know it will work out for you, you deserve it!
have a sweet day, xoxo